Life is not looking too good for me; financial problems, boyfriend problems, college problems, friend problems... The list can go on.
But what seems to be dominating is The Boyfriend..Sigh..
But what seems to be dominating is The Boyfriend..Sigh..
Ok the situation so far is we're going on holiday 2nd Oct.for his birthday which is the3rd Oct.and ....... WHAZAMMM ..................
Yep you can bet your bottom doller thats the hotel we´re staying in.
I didn´t get time to finish this but soo much has happened since, once again revolving around "The Boyfriend" who is now officially "The Ex".
To cut a long story short I´m on this holiday alone, yep cue "Allllll by Mysellfffff ..". Feeling like the biggest victim in the world, sympathy and self pity circulating throughout my body.
2nd October 2010.
- Myozen
Here is something i wrote when i arrived please do not judge me by this post though I´m currently at an internet cafe and have spent 1€ for 30mins on this computer of which i have 10 left so yeah to say I´m rushign is an understatement. Anywayyy, back to my entry...
2nd October 2010.
The skies weeped with me inside as I boarded and departed alone.
It´s a journey i have (decided) to take; a step toward growth, so my arms are open wide
Buenos Dias :)
My mind keeps wandering, like a snake in the grass; each thought is shadowed with what could have been.
Regret pulling me down like an anchor
But its settling in, like honey sliding down a spoon, slowly but surely.
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| View of sunset from my balcony |
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